oh how pretentious this world can get. some freaking irresponsible girl just refused to reply my msgs, delaying my work. damn irritated srsly. roars, whtever.

Training twice consecutively is quite a killer. but girl power! we managed a full straight ext by the end of the day. SWWWEEETS(: hahaha damn proud of the girls! :D i need more gyming. abs abs abs! hahahaha. this fitness first guy called today and asked me to godown for some trial, damn hilarious. i think training in schol is enough to give me aching muscles for a week, dont need for fitness first.

After training, darcie and i went for katong laksa at holland v! it was heaven man. hahahha, but there goes all the training. and darcie was talking about how coke zero had no fat and calories in it at all. hahahadamn nonsense. i should stop the sugar intake, its unhealthy! heh aft that we went to HSA, she donated blood while i watched. the health care workers must have thought i was some weirdo cause i insisted on watching her while they took her blood. it was damn eye opener! hahaha. i shall start donating too! 25 times and you get to have your name on their river of life board. :D

pheww long day. tired eyes. sick of staring at my phone. (: goodnight!
GOFIGHTWIN!(:

irresponsible woman. ROARS!!!!

nationals. (: but there goes my holidays! phew. Watching baiquan nu wang now. Ethan is damn cute! heh (: yay im loving this slack-nothingtodo feeling! but trainings gonna start soon, hectic! Zg just left for cambodia, upset ): I shall remb to set aside time for present making too. i wanna go out and shop too! ok suddenly it seems like there are alot of things to settle. nehmind, watch my show first(: I think i talk in a weird way. oops. hahahah and they say med sch screws up ur england, im starting to understnd why.

I can't wait for this to end!

I think i was pretty rude just now. My uncle and his step-wife came to visit my aunty who's staying at my house cause she just came out of hospital. The first thing that came out of his mouth was 'Michelle you grew fatter.' I just walked away, didn't bother entertaining the guest. Thanks. -.- I'm going to diet. Before that, i hung up without saying bye, i give up. fml.

my head is spinning like a cookiespinno. my eyes are tired. im so whiney. ):

It's like watching a tragedy unfold.

Nah. I shall fight them all away and pack them into a box, ship them to a farwaway place!

Now that she's back in the atmosphere 
With drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey, hey 
She acts like Summer and walks like rain 
Reminds me that there's time to change, hey, hey 
Since the return from her stay on the moon 
She listens like Spring and she talks like June, hey, hey
Hey, hey.

Tell me, did you sail across the sun?
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that Heaven is overrated?

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star?
One without a permanent scar 
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there?

Now that she's back from that soul vacation 
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey 
She checks out Mozart while she does Tae Bo 
Reminds me that there's room to grow, hey, hey, yeah.

Now that she's back in the atmosphere 
I'm afraid that she might think of me as 
Plain ol' Jane told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did
land.

Tell me, did the wind sweep you off your feet?
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day 
And head back to the Milky Way?
And tell me, did Venus blow your mind?
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there?

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken 
Your best friend always sticking up for you?
Even when I know you're wrong 
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze-dried romance, five hour phone
conversation?
The best soy latte that you ever had, and me?

But tell me, did the wind sweep you off your feet?
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day 
And head back toward the Milky Way?

And tell me, did you sail across the sun?
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded 
And that Heaven is overrated?

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star?
One without a permanent scar 
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself?

Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na,
Na, na, na

And did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day?

Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na,
Na, na, na

And did you fall for a shooting star?
Fall for a shooting star?

Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na,
Na, na, na

And are you lonely looking for yourself out there?

Recently, the world seems like a scarier place than i used to think it was. There are so many mean creatures around, i want to run away and hide.

All those gossip-mongers.

Dang. i feeel the creeps down my spine. This aint good at all.

Im going to breakdown soon. Schools been crazy, hall's even worse. Its getting overwhelming. Ytd i almost broke down during training cause i cant do a bloody cartwheel. what a weakling i am. I get so pissed off with myself. Almost lost my bag today, lost my one and only fav bottle, lost my matric card and my dear mouse isnt working. What is wrong with me srsly. ): i need to get down to mugging. Crap, im getting lost in everything. fml.

I've been thinking, of people that matter, or used to matter alot. Is it my fault things just fell apart and seemed like they never existed? where have they all gone? Time time time, never got enough of it. People drifting apart, unfriendly environments. going on fbook just to see how you're doing every now and then, it gets really depressing at times. What happened to blood being thicker than waters?

I need to gather momentum and START packing. CRAP. im being such a bummer, not doing anything at all. I look at the packing list and its throwing me off my feet. I srsly will miss my pretty room and my comfy bed ): So many things to think about, what to wear later, what time shloud i leave hse, which lugguage to use, how am i going to squeeze everything in, what am i missing! asmdfnfoiwuanedcsmxfcnfawuieffcasmdbofiawsecskdnfpaiuwebfdc. D: 

truth is, i dont quite wanna move into hall yet.

I want all the negative thoughts to just go away. ):